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Scariest picture I've ever seen. I like, threw my phone across the room when I saw it...

Love hurts? Think again.

The love Jesus gives will never hurt.

<3 my daddy. :)

So many things that I wish you knew, so many walls up I can't break through...

Me? (:

This is what I do in my spare time. :)

<3

I have an amazing family of friends. :)

Kitty Rage

Hello Kitty contact lenses. Haha cool? Creepy? Gross? You decide. :)
And how about this microwave I saw at Target? I think it's adorbs. :] <3

Darkness by Shannon Alice

She tries so hard to keep up
But nothing she does is good enough
She works to earn their admiration
But instead she only gets frustration
She's so sick of looking like she's got it all together
When really it all could come down at the touch of a feather
Sometimes the pain is just overwhelming
Her heart and her soul feel like they're drowning
She screams so loud but no one seems to hear her
They just keep telling her she needs to do better
The whole time she's looking fine on the outside
There's a war raging within her that she desperately hides
She knows they'll all judge her if she shows her true colors
And she'll be thrown out of their lives like so many others
The scars of her past threaten to show
The last thing she wants is for anyone to know
If she tells them how dark and lonely she's become
How weakened she is from fighting the demons
They'll lock her away and throw out the key
Or those she looks up to will see her differently
She hears the whispers of their critical voices
Accusing her for all her wrong choices
She hears the insults and sees angry looks
Their hurtful remarks embed themselves like hooks
Who is this girl who's so broken, unclean?
I'm telling you now that this girl is me.

Truth

Whether you like it or not.

Why? by Shannon Alice

Everyday without you makes the ache grow worse
I'm being prodded towards your cold eyes by an unseen force
No matter how much I try to run from your beauty
Those unloving eyes with their enchantment hold me
All I can do is give in to this love
That's eating through my heart and burning me up
Despite the pain it brings me, I keep up foolish hopes
Despite the tears, you hold me with invisible ropes
You don't even know it but you're torturing me
And even worse yet, no one else hears my plees
I've tried so hard to forget about you
But every time I try, the thoughts come back new
Now I don't even want to forget anymore
Because I've never loved any man so much before
I don't know if you're reading this but I need you right now
I need one more time to see you smile
Cause who knows how long this love will last?
Longer than any love from my past
If you're reading this, hear my cry
I know you don't love me, but please, tell me why.

I need you like a heartbeat but you know you've got a mean streak, makes me run for cover when you're around. And I know that you see what you're doing to me, tell me why.

Cold As You

You never did give a dang thing honey but I cried, cried for you. And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you.
Just walk away, no use to fit in words that you would never say.
Every smile you fake is so condescending, count it all as scars you've made.
Now that I'm sitting here thinking it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you.

Broken

Just the start of a song that doesn't really rhyme a lot yet...

See I thought it was too late for you.
That if you loved me I'd tell you not to.
But now I've seen you again and it hurts more than ever.
Knowing that you'll never see me like you see her.
I can't stop thinking about what could have been.
I can't stop dreaming about what we could be.
And all the time you're hurting me, you don't see that I still love you.
You think everything's okay now, but my heart still stops when I see you.
Please tell me this will end soon, I don't even care how.
All I know is I'm so sick of being under this rain cloud.

I'm broken from the inside out.
And I know that it's not your fault.
But can't you see you could love me?
Can't you give us a chance instead of hiding?
I don't want to feel this way anymore.
But I can't help this love that I'm fighting for.
I want to move on, but when I look in your eyes,
You bring me life, without you I'd die.