Why? by Shannon Alice

Everyday without you makes the ache grow worse
I'm being prodded towards your cold eyes by an unseen force
No matter how much I try to run from your beauty
Those unloving eyes with their enchantment hold me
All I can do is give in to this love
That's eating through my heart and burning me up
Despite the pain it brings me, I keep up foolish hopes
Despite the tears, you hold me with invisible ropes
You don't even know it but you're torturing me
And even worse yet, no one else hears my plees
I've tried so hard to forget about you
But every time I try, the thoughts come back new
Now I don't even want to forget anymore
Because I've never loved any man so much before
I don't know if you're reading this but I need you right now
I need one more time to see you smile
Cause who knows how long this love will last?
Longer than any love from my past
If you're reading this, hear my cry
I know you don't love me, but please, tell me why.

Broken

Just the start of a song that doesn't really rhyme a lot yet...

See I thought it was too late for you.
That if you loved me I'd tell you not to.
But now I've seen you again and it hurts more than ever.
Knowing that you'll never see me like you see her.
I can't stop thinking about what could have been.
I can't stop dreaming about what we could be.
And all the time you're hurting me, you don't see that I still love you.
You think everything's okay now, but my heart still stops when I see you.
Please tell me this will end soon, I don't even care how.
All I know is I'm so sick of being under this rain cloud.

I'm broken from the inside out.
And I know that it's not your fault.
But can't you see you could love me?
Can't you give us a chance instead of hiding?
I don't want to feel this way anymore.
But I can't help this love that I'm fighting for.
I want to move on, but when I look in your eyes,
You bring me life, without you I'd die.

My Immortal

I'm not too messed up. I promise. I just thought this was a good representation of my past.

"These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real, there's just too much that time cannot erase." -Evanescence